I am having an average day, which is a good thing for me. Not to be in the tar pit of depression nor the electric charge of hypomania is nice for a change. For today I am level, even. I haven't been able to say that in over two years!
The symptoms of mental illness have been indescribably difficult for me to experience on a daily basis for most of my life. I know the current reprieve is temporary and that is ok. Thanks to the "one day at a time" slogan of the program, I am better able to stay in the moment and enjoy the gifts of the present. Thanks to the 12 Steps, I have a relationship with God that has brought me through the worst major depressive episode I have experienced yet. And when this medication stops working after a while (like the others), I have faith that God will bring me through the pain once again.
As always, at least I didn't have to drink over it and that, my friends, is a miracle!
Yes it is a miracle! I love how even my bad days just aren't as bad with this program :)
ReplyDeleteI love ordinary. It seems so fleeting and rare.
ReplyDeleteI am glad that things are good for today.
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